Solid question, and it's one I don't know the answer too. Everything was spot on from the training to the warmup and all the other preperation. Today I just didn't have anything in the tank. No excuses or reasons, my body just didn't go, simple as that.
I'm feeling pretty disapponted right now because I had friends and family driving upwards of 3h to cheer me on and maybe see me win a medal, and then for me to put on such a shit preformance isn't sitting well at all. With 3 laps to go I wanted nothing more than to pull the plug and go home, but because of the work that everyone has done for me leading up to this day, I knew the only option was to nut up and man it out, no matter how much it sucked.
To those who have supported me through this year I owe a massive thank you. I've had the best season of my life and even though it finished on a sour note, I can still take refuge in the fact I met all but one of the goals I set for myself a year ago. Without the support that I've been given, none of the results I achieved this year would have happened, and it modivates me everyday to go out in the pissin rain and freezing cold and dust off 15 trips up Dufferein St, because I know behind the scenes my family and friends are working just as hard to make this all possible.
Fry
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